Holiday: Ruined.

So everything's going great (or at least you think it is) then just as my cousin comes to our villa and the party starts, I basically get dumped over the internet while I sit across the world, not even able to go to anyone for help. I'm not that close to my cousin and I mean, parents? Right. I dad's threatened to rip my head off for apparently "being cheeky" and my mum would prefer I have a girlfriend. I suppose she doesn't have to worry 'cause now I have no one. Liam's said we've to take a break, but what happens when I come back? If he complain about never seeing me, then goes on a break, and says he wants this to work, how do we still hang out? This was all online while I'm supposed to be enjoying my holiday. Eurgh, basically I've been accused of not making the effort and how there's apparently nothing there, and then he's like, talking to me now saying he wants to see me?
This is pathetic.
Relationships, HAAAAAAAA.
I'd rather die tehehehe. Fuck it.
See you later.

I'm here!

I was delayed for three hours in Glasgow airport and then spent about seven or eight hours on the smallest plane I've ever been on on an American flight. It was really cool though, when I looked out the window nearing Philadelphia, we saw New York! It was pretty amazing. Then the flight to Tampa went by rather fast. However, my dad made a mess of the car journey to my uncle's and it took longer than expected, but we're here now. I also picked up some connection from somewhere, so I don't have to wait until I'm at the villa! The only bad thing is that the forecast here for the next week is thunderstorms and heavy rain with outbreaks of sun. And they weren't lying. I woke up to rain this morning and when I went outside, some lightning or thunder or whatever struck somewhere nearby because you could literally feel it, it was so scary, hahaha. I think I'm going to Busch Gardens tomorrow. I haven't been there since the first time I was in Florida and that was like in 2000 or something. Although, coming back to the weather forecast this week means tomorrow might not look too promising. At least it's still humid, I can still feel the heat. ;)
On a final note, I realise that I miss Liam a lot more than I thought I would.
Oh, and you should all read "Pride and Predjudice and Zombies."
Hilarous, hahahaha.
See ya!

Holidays.

I think today was the last day of school. For everyone who still goes to school anyway, and for anyone who generally went into school today too. I feel kinda wierd, like after today with Clare, talking about how awful last summer was. Like I really hated it. Not much good came from it in all honesty. He still does my nut in today, loser. Anyway, I'm setting off for Florida tomorrow. Should be fun! My cousin left today and apparently we're going to waterparks and stuff together! And a party at the villa! Pool paaarty! I'm excited, hahaha. It's really cute though, Liam doesn't want me to go. He apparently had an "emotional explosion" last night on offline messages on MSN telling me how he hates us not being together often. And after all this time I was worried he was going off me. Aww, my boy. I love him to bits. But even though I'll miss him, the next two weeks should be fun. Florida with my cousin and we have so much catching up to do. However,I also have to persuade her to have that party she was going to have twice and cancelled at the last minute each time. I was so looking forward to both of them but oh well. I think I'm going to head just now anyway, I have some last minute packing to do. I'll post again when I'm there, but it'll be in a few days, I don't go to the villa until Sunday. See ya!

It's literally thundering and lightning outside!

I sound like someone who has never seen it before, but to be honest I haven't seen it in a long time! That was awsome! Anyway, I went to see The Hangover last night, and it's really, really funny, hahaha. So I suggest you all go and see it! Oh yeah, I realised earlier it's only eleven days until I depart from here for Florida. Well, Philadelphia and then a four hour wait until I leave there for Orlando. I'm really excited though, I haven't been on a holiday for like, two years now. I really pitty the people who have never been abroad before. You're missing out! I'm staying at Liam's tonight which should be nice and then after that I have absolutely nothing to do all week. I'm running low on cash already and I had eighty pound given to me on Wednesday. Travel expenses tonight and then I'll save it for the party on Friday and just spend the rest before I leave. But I think I'm going now, I need to sort my hair and then head to the ATM with Daniel so I can't get money out to travel across town this evening. I'll blog probably tomorrow night! Goodbye!

And so I'm still talking about school...

It's really wierd because I don't think it really has sunk in yet, and that's been like, a day? As you can see, I decided not to go to prom. I'm not regretting my decision but I am starting to feel rather bored and lonely. It's my own fault I suppose and I'll just have to deal with it, plus I shouldn't complain when I made my choice. Oh well, I'll get over it. Hopefully. At least I have to go to an appointment at the opticians tomorrow, something to do. I really want to see Liam soon. I miss him alot. I feel I get loads of mixed signals from him though, like one minute because I say I miss one of my friends he's all: "where's my 'i miss you' :O," So I tell him that I do miss him, and that I hadn't seen my friend Kelly in like, a little over a month, and he's like: "Oh no, it's cool I understand." Then ten minutes later he's like: "I miss you :(" and "I just want to squish you :)" and all this, I'm like, WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?! It's crazy, so before I rap this up, go on youtube and search "You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift" and watch the video. It's the cutest video I've ever seen, hahaha. I realise I'm a creep, but hey, if I'm not who would be? (;

School's out!

Hey everyone! I realise I didn't write another blog entry last night, but I'm here now so it's okay. It so hasn't sunk in yet, but I officially left school about an hour ago! It's insane, hahaha. Basically because no one was actually in my classes that I talk to, and because we aren't doing anything anyway, I decided to not go to Chemistry (or any other classes for that matter) and got my leaving lines signed. I had to look for Mr. Rae first, but he wasn't in the Dunny so I had to go to P.E to find him. Luckily I met Rachael and we walked around the school together for what probably was the last time! We got our sheets signed and before we left I put today's date under the "leaving date" part. But I mean it's crazy! I did all that within like, half an hour and I thought I'd have to be in for the rest of the week. As for my EMA, I'm not really sure what happens there. I doubt I'll be getting the bonus but I'm not too phased by that, I have enough money for now anyway. Oh yeah, Prom's tomorrow night too, but I don't think I'm going. I know, I know, all my friends'll be there etc (I think I talked about this on a blog before) but I just don't know, there's something about it that makes me just not want to go. I'm not doubting that I'd have a good time, but I don't know. I'm just really wierd that way. I guess I want to just leave school quietly, I don't want all the commotion and goodbyes. It's not as if I'll never hear from anyone again at the least. Whew, anyway, I think Clare's coming to the park soon, so she's going to phone me when she's at the gates. Oh! It's also my two month anniversary with Liam today! Although, I'm not sure if I'll definately see him today, maybe at the weekend, or even sometime this week because my summer has officially started! My mum might not be happy that I've just went and left school today, but still, it's my life, I'll do what I want! So I'm going to go now, because I think I've ranted enough, hahaha. See you!

First day of an extremely short "year."

So I've started my new timetable for my sixth year that I'm only going to be following for about two weeks. It sucks, hahaha. There's like, no one in my classes that I generally talk to. It's pretty shitty. But anyway, lunch is in like, ten minutes or something then I'll have Bekah and Hayley to talk to during my last two periods. Apparently we've to go to the Big Ship Cafe because loads of people have picked Photography as a college course for certain periods. (I can't be bothered explaining if you don't understand but basically I don't care because I have my full time college place, hahaha.) But anyway, I can't wait to get out of this hell hole. I'm bored of it already and I've not even spent a full school day yet. So I'll update later because I have to go for lunch in a sec. I've also to tell everyone that "Paul's being a douche in the library and is being a furious flaming pirate from hell." Nice. Byeeeee!

Second part of a first blog entry?

So anyway, part two of my first blog which is generally going to be a heap of rubbish, but what would change from the internet these days, right? I'm such a loser, it's great. But yeah, so I have school tomorrow for the next two weeks after having a month of for exams, (which by the way, totally didn't go too well, but I got into college so it's okay) and I really, really can't be bothered at all. The only reason I'm actually going in is because my mum's told me to because I need money and because if I go back for two weeks I'll be marked present and able to get that big, fat, meaty, one hundred and fifty pound bonus. It won't last me all of summer, generally because I'm incapable of balancing out saving and spending. So I guess that means I'll be starting a new timetable that I won't be continuing with at all. Oh yeah, and everyone wants me to go to prom but I have no plans to get there and no duds, plus I know like six or seven sixth years I actually would say goodbye to (despite the fact that all, well, most of my best friends'll be there). But whatever, it's not as if no one's going to see me again. I really can't wait for my cousins party, I'm expecting so many good things from it. Plus it's like a summer themed party, so me and Becca went to town and got this sweet outfit with like, those floral things you hang around your neck. Clare also decided we should make cocktails, so I'm getting wasted! Start of summer/end of exams party, we're meant to get drunk! But anyway, that's enough for tonight. In all honesty that was rather hard to think of things to talk about, but hey, you're reading the blog of someone who thought crossing at a red man in the presence of a police officer could get you arrested. I'm away for a shower and to get ready for tomorrow. Bye!

Very first Blogspot post.

So I guess this is my first blog entry, and I'm guessing blogs are just like online journals people can view, right? Well, that's what I'm taking them as anyway. So yeah, I thought I'd try Blogspot out because it annoys me that absolutely everyone has somehow recently taken a shine to Twitter, in my opinion being a follower of the crowd for around ten minutes tonight, I'm not so keen on Twitter. So Blogspot it is. But anyway, check out my profile or something to find out about me and stuff. I'll post something else later once I learn the basics of doing this, hahaha. See yaaaaaa!